A list of worries
Honestly, I got back home for just a few days, I have been quite unhappy.
It's very odd. I should be very happy, but I was not. There were quite a lot of things that I worry about.
Perhaps that's my personality, I kept on thinking of all these worries and made it worse. I have convinced myself that all my worries are not worth it because for the past years, none of my worry could last long, and then other worries came in. That's life.
However, I got to a point that I can't bare all these worries and there were no one to share with. So, I wrote down a list of my worries, and I know, one day, all these will be crossed out and I will again witness how much God care about my life, my worries and my tears.
So, I wrote them down, there were 4 items last night. I have already crossed out 2. It is an amazing 50%!!!!
Cheer up Alan, it's not too long to know all the items will be crossed, and then other items will come in for me to witness the grace of God.
Thanks to YOU whom read this blog, because YOU cares about me and I have to document this.